just stepped out of the train and...

NIHON, NIHON, NIHON!!!! 日本、日本！！
I will go to Nihon next year feb to march, and right in this moment I am looking forward to it SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much, and much more :D :D

boxes on catwalk

yaya.
I should work on a damn editorial project, LISTROS but the HELL I don't care. It's so... so... shitty.
today was a nice day though the BVG here in Berlin was again, getting on my nerves.

On the way to university I talked about my plans to have my internship in Tokyo next year. I am fascinated by film as well as package design. When I thought about film I thought of the video project with Taiga (which I still haven't uploaded in the internet yet, may I?) and the fact that it pleased me very much. Somehow I really love to work on a film related to music. It gets me more deeper into my imagination. Music supports my imagination. Often the lyrics also play a great role.
If I listen to music I feel certain emotions, sure, most people do. But often I am able to transmit these emotions into specific pictures. and then, the story begins.
I found out that it doesn't need to be a story which is formed by the song that it must be the video clip. I realized that in my case I just need the acoustic world to create my scenery, the setting. the rest of the plot is not the content of the song necessarily. Songs which contain no voice singing, I can just talk about classic, soundtrack or drum'n'bass music, do the same. I get specific images. Though I think that drum'n'bass is very complex because I suppose it to have many cuts in a short time. But of course you can just skip one beat, so some kind of half-time... I am not very familiar with the terms here and I haven't tried out to imagine a whole story with drum'n'bass music.
and may be all this stuff is kinda normal and nothing special, maybe everyone does think like that. But it feels special for me :P

so.
today I was very very nervous and shivering for about 4 hours because I took breankfast at about 11 o'clock and drank a little cup of cappuccino afterwards. then I got nothing to eat and I was hungry because I haven't eaten too much for breakfast. I couldn't stop shivering and my stomach felt weird because it was so empty.

I was in the table top studio today and took some photos of the little boxes I was creating these days. It got much time to get the studio fixed so in the end I just had one hour left. I tried out some combinations and composition. I had no concept how to shoot them in what kind of formation etc. I couldn't draw pictures of maybe-compositions of the boxes because it was too banal to me. somehow. so I tried out some, but as you can see there are many inaccuracies in formation of the objects, light control, color balance etc. furthermore some of the boxes have some stain on the wrapping because I was being too careless while crafting.
But all in all I got a good impression of presenting some handicraft things and I learned more about what to take care of when shooting. and next time it won't take so much time to get started... ^^"







it's already SO late, I am tired and I won't have anything to show for editorial class.
oyasumi.

inbetween

crafting. I am finishing up all the boxes I started to craft. I especially don't like the inner wrapping because it confuses me every time when I try to get the exact size. and too, I somehow tend to loose concentration if I work and another fixed time is defined where I have to be ready to go out. Like work... or university. The last one hour I can't work properly because I kind of have a inner countdown counting. it's strange. it's strange because you can do so much in 60 minutes.
But yeah, just when I finished one thing I realized I had made a very stupid mistake. But I did this mistake because I was under pressure. As I said. Strange.


anyway, I will have a table top shooting on thursday to take picture of my boxes...

I put a large paper onto my wall next to my desk. It's kind of large sticky for my things I have to have done. Some are deadline, some are projects/work I would like to have done some day. I was complaining about my time schedule, so I tried this.

Ah, and I saw a movie lately where a person who works as script writer was using a dictation machine. I just remembered because Kreideraub left me a comment on one post. But I suppose I am just not able to pronounce the things I have in mind, maybe writing is better... I'll see. Somehow the overloading thing stopped so far. It stopped because some ideas I worked out.

and I have to go to work now...
geez, I don't feel like working today... >.>

Etc. Etc.

p.s. the picture I took about one week ago... (?) my hair is disturbing because it's getting longer...